Tomorrow's Bariatric Appointments

About a half hour before bed, as I need to be up early tomorrow to head to my second bariatric visit with the ARNP and Dietician.  Very excited.  Have read and re-read the bariatric manual that they gave me at my last visit, and have my questions prepared.  Following these two appointments I will be going to have my Upper GI Endoscopy done.  Its funny, I wanted this time to get here so badly to be over with it, and now it is here and I sorta wish to have some of that time back.  Moral of the story, STOP wishing my life away.  Life happens.  Being mindful of the moment we are in, is what life truly is about.  That is all we have.  This moment.  I will be ok tomorrow.  What other choice do I have?  To not be ok?  Thats no fun.  I will update upon my return from the hospital.  OMG.. I was going to say, I hope I can speak then.  Then it dawned on me, that this is typing, not speaking.  LOL.. Blonde moment.  Laughing is good for the soul.